haix donno y my emoness coming back to me again haix
mayb jux cs i m simply too useless to be independent i m jux so useless don u htink so bloggy i m always jux pouring my sorrows on u i have nv think how ll u feel dui bu qi =[[[[[[
too many things in this world i m afraid to face it mayb i m jux too cowardly too timid mayb i jux go out and knock myself in this world even if the results is i m having alot of wounds on me also nvm jiayou le hui~~~'
i think in this world everything ll have it unfairness mayb that is y some ppl life is always straight and peaceful whereas some are so adventurous
mayb i shld learn to venture on my own and don jux hide in a corner and cry like a 弱者 我不是弱者 i shldnt be so vulnerable anymore so pls frens when u see me so weak shi tel me i shldnt be like this i m SUPPOSED TO BE MAN AND STRONG AND INDEPENDENT I HAVE TO BE WHAT I HAVE TO BE ~~~~~~~~~~~
I M NT SUPPOSED TO CRY OR TO SOB NT TO HAVE TEARS IN MY EYES mayb over all these years all my tears had alredy been accumulated and they are nw rushing out themselves since young i nver like to cry in front of others i htink i shldnt be i m strong and ppl depend on me i m a cheerful one mayb i m jux like 格鬥天王 卫英崎 he is always acting calm acting that he is always happy 因爲他不知道 該怎麽做才好
