i tot frens are forever but i nw feel veri insecure like u all will leave me veri soon i wish i wish they are not here to bring ya all away from me please do not leave with them i nid you all to be arnd mayb i m not a good fren but i promise i ll do my best for u pls do not go
i donno why i feel like i m losing u we drifted i cn no longer confide in u mayb mayb ~
11:36 PM, love is floating in the air
Monday, September 28, 2009
back from work haha enjoyed myself XD went to explore NTU i saw sakae so cool haha and their old chang kee is like self service u can grab urs and pay at the counter haha i think i go ntu is like a mountain turtle like tht n they gt mac so nice ~XD hahaha
uni life cool o XD hahaha ok la back to topic this weekend hr camp loft i come hahah lookin forward seeing every1 at BBQ i wan go play swing hahahahhaa LAlalala
wish wish i cn stay happy always decided to let time decides everything so i will slowly let go changed blogsong to 低調~XD 很好聽~
i was listenin to this song recalled e scene of channel 8 drama 美食廚師男 那個橋段 我快哭了尤其是
就算你发现也好 我想你一定会选择
假装不知道 只怕我自己的掩饰不够好 oh my tian ~ -X
8:32 PM, love is floating in the air
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Thanks to jie jie for the translation whee ~~ nice one bt i thnk english version lyrics more emo >.<
도대체 알 수가 없어 남자들의 마음 Dodaeche ar suga eobseo namjadeului maeum It's impossible to understand what's going through a guy's heart 원할 땐 언제고 다 주니 이제 떠난대 Wonhal ttaen eonjego da juni ije tteonandae You told me that you wanted me and now that I've given you everything, you tell me you're leaving 이런적 처음이라고 너는 특별하다는 Ireonjeok cheoeumirago neoneun teukbyeolhadaneun You told me that it was the first time you felt this way, and said that I was special 그 말을 믿었어 내겐 행복이었어 Geu mareul mideosseo naegen haengbokieosseo I believed you, and it was my happiness
Chorus 말을 하지 그랬어 내가 싫어졌다고 Mareul haji geuraesseo naega sireojyeossdago You should have told me that your feelings had faded 눈치가 없는 난 늘 보채기만 했어 Nunchiga eobsneun nan neul bochaegiman haesseo I had no idea, And I continued to depend on you 너를 욕하면서도 많이 그리울거야 Neoreul yokamyeonseodo manhi geuriulgeoya Although I say I hate you now, I'll be missing you 사랑이 전부인 나는 여자이니까 Sarangi jeonbuin naneun yeojainikka Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything
** 모든걸 쉽게 다 주면 금방 싫증내는게 Nodeungeol swibge da jumyeon geumbang sirhjeungnaeneunge They say that when you give a guy all he wants he quickly gets bored 남자라 들었어 틀린 말 같진 않아 Namjara deureosseo teulrin mal gatjin anha And now I know that's the truth 다시는 속지 않으리 마음먹어 보지만 Dasineun sogji anheuri maeumeokeo bojiman And although I tell myself, I'll never be tricked by love again 또다시 사랑에 무너지는게 여자야 Ttodasi sarange muneojineunge yeojaya I fall in love, and my heart is broken again
Chorus
** Chorus
## 사랑을 위해서라면 모든 다 할 수 있는 Sarangeul wihaeseoramyeon modeun da hal su issneun Please don't break the hearts of girls, who'll do anything for you 여자의 착한 본능을 이용하지는 말아줘 Yeojaui chaghan bonneungeul iyonghajienun malajwo I didn't know that living this life while being loved would be so hard
## 한여자로 태어나 사랑받고 사는게 Hanyeojaro taeeona sarangbadgo sareunge Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything 이렇게 힘들고 어려울줄 몰랐어 Ireohge himdeulgo eoryeourjul molrasseo Although I say I hate you now, I'll be missing you 너를 욕하면서도 많이 그리울거야 Neoreul yokamyeonseodo manhi geuriulgeoya Although I say I hate you now, I'll be missing you 사랑이 전부인 나는 여자이니까 Sarangi jeonbuin naneun yeojainikka Because I'm a girl,to whom love is everything
OS: 오늘 우린 헤어졌어 Oneul urin heeojyeosseo Today We broke up 부디 행복하라고 너보다 좋은 사람만나길 바란다고 Budi haengbokharago Neoboda joheun sarammannagil barandago You told me to meet someone better than you, and be happy 너도 다른 남자랑 똑같애 Neodo dareun namjarang ttogkatae You're just like all the other guys 날 사랑한다고 말한땐 언제고 Nal saranghandago malhanttaen eonjego What happened to when you told me that you loved me?
솔직히 나 네가 잘 되는거 싫어 Sorjighi na nega jal deoneungeo sireo Honestly, I don't want you to be happy 나보다 예쁜 여자 만나 행복하게 잘 살면 어떡해 Naboda yeppeun yeoja manna haengbokhage jal sarmyeo eotteoghae What am I going to do if you really forget about me? 난 이렇게 힘든데 힘들어 죽겠는데 Nan ireohge himdeunde himdeureo jukgessneunde I'm in so much pain, more pain than I can bare 아직도 널 너무 사랑하는데 Ajigdo neol neomu saranghaneunde Because I'm still in love with you
## ##
너를 욕하면서도 많이 그리울거야 Neoreul yokamyeonseodo manhi geuriulgeoya Although I say I hate you now, I'll be missing you 사랑이 전부인 나는 여자이니까 Sarangi jeonbuin naneun yeokainikka Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything
7:34 PM, love is floating in the air
Saturday, September 26, 2009
whee!~ i m back ` heheh bz this week workin quite alot XD Lalala HR camp is next week gg to mid autumn whee~~ play lantern hahaa jkjk ~
sch reopening soon chosen timetable ~ hopefully i can survive e new sem no more emoing no more slackin please please wake up to the reality n chiong bah i will jiayous de stil gt quite a lot ppl i haven meet up sec sch clique ~ my bro SCC clique poly frens other than 11 awesome crowd promise ok i will meet ya all soon =X hahaha or else i think sch reopen i ll be bz again i hope i nvr miss out anyone
hahah so pls date me asap but first ~ my next two sat are out sorry haha i scare i cannt meet ya all ok XD
anyway ytd went to meet 11 awesome crowd went down aft work alr late bt the organiser later than me aiyoyoy hahah thn waited veri long for seats guess where we went we went to the astons at the cathay ~ e queue was super long, i prefer the one at SSC no ppl stil can chat and enjoy scenary ~ whee ~ XD the food tasted same but i think the ppl don like me , they gave me so little potato salad ~ somre i feel their serving is smaller and need to wait for veri long hahah went hm late ok la jux papa keep naggin hahaha whee hr camp loft~~ hahahahaha KBOX is stil waiting for me i wanna go sing!! XD
8:51 PM, love is floating in the air
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
我們之間 是不是 變成了真正的陌生人 好像只能說客套話了`
2:22 PM, love is floating in the air
hilo hehe i m back this few daes rottin been thinkin alot =X okok promise minimise emoness ok XD hahaha
hopefully wht i said to my mum she can gt it into the brain haha =P i stil wish i can realise my dreams mayb in my dreams loh i mean in my sleep i cn dream tht i gt into uni hahahah nvm la jiu see how it goes anw thanks my frenzie XD LALALA no worries la ok i wont turn ur aside hahahah
i feel like gg out yeah !! haha hopefully i cn survive this period of time gt a nice timetable n chiong finish my last sem jiayous la!! busy watchin youtube playin RC and workin Lalalala gg out but no money ooo so sad hahahaha XD
wangzi come to spore quick !! XD
1:14 PM, love is floating in the air
Monday, September 21, 2009
我想離開 去闖一闖 我不想回來了 i wish to go out there n have a piece of sky of mine i wish to go there and learn to grow up i donwan face the cruel reality here i wish to be happiy always
9:12 PM, love is floating in the air
i have smth to sae to all of u don ask me why i don wish to sae out i m afraid i will break into tears again
a letter to u all
evryone arnd me is persuading me to go to uni pushing the fact tht if my gpa can make it for local uni business course i nid a scholarship before i cn consider to go or not I agree i don denyi has e dilemma i realli wish to go to uni those who know me from sec sch, ur all shld knw it has been my dream to go uni i think everyone has e dream to experience uni life it may be veri tough but i realli wish to go thru at least oncet hough it will be stressful as i am not one who can handle stress
i always thought as a strong girl i will be able to solve the problems i faced by myself even if i cant solve it at once i can solve it when the time runs along mayb i was wrong i was vulnerable i m not as useful n capable as how i tot i was don sae tht i m strong i don wish to grow up i donwan face the reality it is too hurtful for me now oni i could sae i can oni bury the dream to go uni in my sleep I decided to gif up this dream alr don ask me why mayb this is wht will happen in drama everyone has their own life their destiny mayb i m jus not fated to go into uni 每個人得走的路不一樣 或許這就是命運不是嗎 我放棄了爭取的機會 因爲我好累 謝謝你們大家我知道你們會不忍心可 是我沒辦法了 這是我唯一的退路
i wanna thanks all my fren esp scc frens who tried to presuade me to go uni tht time like cheryl n all i knw ur do it for my own good wht i shld sae go ahead ur pursue the dreams ur have ok don regret and remember i will be fine living alone tHanks
7:06 PM, love is floating in the air
Saturday, September 19, 2009
todae wenta ah gong house thn went out wit yuxue WHEE!! long nvr see heheh went to sembawang shopping centre DAISO !!! whee!! bought stuff there haha nice shopping there u know Lalala alot of things to see see and find alot of things u nid XDD hahaha thn bought tidbits!! whee~~ hahaha ok i m crazy hahaah it is nice and cheap afforadable cool o ~~ cute cute stuff entice me hahaha thn after that guess wht~ is lunch time haha we went to astons nice nice haha bt the pasta salad too strong taste of the green bell peppers i don like so yea bt i think french fries n potato salad rockx!! juices nice hahha thn went over to giant whee haha shopped arnd haha watchin hana kimi WHEE!! XD hahahah
面具是我保護自己的僞裝
8:08 PM, love is floating in the air
Friday, September 18, 2009
不知道大家看過without your love MV 嗎?? 就是MVP 這個和那裏相似之処 就是 主角爲了救心愛的人都捐出器官 它每次都能讓我哭 我的淚不會停 我想說 難道那男的不知道他的離開對那女生來説 更難過 一個看得到的世界可是沒有他也沒用 因爲女生不會快樂 就算擁有了全世界 可是沒有了心愛的人一切都回歸零
i jux cant stop tearin now no worries i will walk out of it myself this tym round
9:48 PM, love is floating in the air
results is out i have nth to sae don ask ~
9:47 PM, love is floating in the air
Thursday, September 17, 2009
yoyoz` todae sick haiss not again alot of things happening but is quite fruitful n enjoyable nt emo but happy o ~ cos saw sm1 who is been my love for long XD quan i miss u haha i ll be a ruixi of urs soon XD
8:12 PM, love is floating in the air
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
yoyo i am back whee !!! first day at work not bad stil enjoyable jiayous XD listened to alvin song though is nice working but i think old le lah ( who is alvin?) alvin and the chipmunks kawaii him <3 but glad is my first serious job!! jiayous loh !! XD do it well whee``` alot of frens arnd me are veri surprised i so motivated to work cos i grown up LOL cool bah XD hahaha Lalala
whee tiramisu is loved cos i jux ate from emicakes one but like gt durian inside i prefer to have coffe flavour d
but i prefer strawberry cake ( yummy ))) my wish birthdae cake haha haha update on ytd mon went out as threesomie hahah with dear n shuping so sweet` haha though we spend a long time tryin to find where to go thn finally gg TAMPines 1 then went to have lunch at BBQ chicken i donno wht is tht restaurant called nice eh i ordered same pasta as dear dear XD <3 pasta haha creamy chicken ( it has large quantity ) nice pasta yummy!``` veri creamy haha veri full cos alot and i ate veri veri slowly o `
and gt ice cream within the set meal` DESSERT ! XD !!!! strawberry de XD so nice can wheee``` strawberry rocks! it is in pink <3 haha and chit chat alot haha long time no see u knw `` esp shuping gt one year le bah haha mux keep more in touch u in sch anything find me la ok XD
thn shopped arnd i bcame a kid hahah cos keep lookin at toys whee teddy bears winne the pooh disney mickey ` whee!!! haha so cutee ``` and i wenta mcky limited shop and also more than words and guess wht did i bought not cups not keychains not plushies not lamps not pillows hahah ANSWER : pens !! <3 yeah i ll upload e fotos tml haven take thems i bought about 4 to 5 pens whee!!! all those cute cute ones cheap n nice all cost below one dollar o ` actuallt wanted to buy more but budget a hahaha i think i ll use them to write notes so i can have good mood!! XD
shop and shop arnd haha thn leg veri pain a cos i step on lemon hen suan muahaha ( OS: so lame eh ) hahaha =P wanted to buy clothes but no nice ones XD i m gg crazy !! i wanna wear like wangzi seen any nice one tel me XD
then seen alot wangzi kind clothes but for guys eh if i gt a younger bro i ll groom him into tht kind of guys whee!! haha so cutee kawaii `` eyes big big ones `` Lalala bought guai guai taiwan tidbits for kids haha thn bused back to yishun northpoint my hometown Xd hahaha
thn eat e 石鍋拌飯 quite nice at ishi mura and drank ribena wit lemon abit weird eh hahaa e drink but e rice is oiishi i hope i spellt it right but veri heavy i nearly knock down ppl thn gt one guy walao baked rice so light he stil come cut my way didnt he see e old ah gong walking veri slowly there so inconsiderate feel like scoldin him sia thn laopo sae she veri full and she looked veri pale scared me but luckily ltr she ok le my dear dear XD love dear dear <3
9:09 PM, love is floating in the air
Sunday, September 13, 2009
lalala i m back veri tired haha bad mood wahah but i will jiayous de XD whee~~ lalala watchin alot of videos like SHE bang bang tang i liek 【V】廖問 之 越V風雲 hahah A-WEI u are cool o ~ jiayous o ~
veri nice ok ~ haha ytd went out lar not too bad wenta celeb jingyi birthdae hope u like e present ramen is nice hahaha XD hahah
tml gg to meet dear so sweet~~ haha XD
11:29 AM, love is floating in the air
Friday, September 11, 2009
I decided to let go everything cos i realised nth left I m too tired to face the music to face all these mayb the cycle wil jux repeat itself again n again if i don realli wake up n face the reality 醒醒吧 現實永遠不會完美 或許是只有我的不會完美 而不完美或許就是應該是我的完美 我很累了 放手吧 放下唯一的退路 都走吧大家 讓我一個人靜一靜 也許有一天我真的會看開也説不定 我別無選擇 讓找到一個暫時的避風港嗎? 我不想依賴 不想依靠 不想後來發現都是假象`
10:33 PM, love is floating in the air
hahahah whee!! back tiring day went out to check on smth hahaha thn at central area whee!! took some pics XD haha lets upload them o ~~ XD
WHEE
they are veri cuteee!! right they make me feel so happy!! XD
hahaha
hahahah
whee XD
haha
now no more nice nice pink colour sianz
i think pink nicee!!!
ahhh!!
nt nice d
hahah
new blogger editor
no pink
how!!?!?!?
ahh!!
8:17 PM, love is floating in the air
Thursday, September 10, 2009
HAIS
why m i so unlucky lei
ROAR!!!
hais
cant find a job
sianz!!
thn HP bill weird weird
thn hp
receive weird calls
WOAH
down on luck is it
>.<
AHH!!
emo one corner
hais
sianz loh ~~
then met wanting for dinner
random one
saw someone hais
so long alr
still ll see u a
bt u seems to nt recognise me eh
i think gg 3 years alr bah
since u left
and we dint meet at all aft tht
they said they saw u on train before
haha
u stil nvr change o ~
stil so friendlly
haiss
hahaha
how i wish
can talk to u again
but mayb things changes alr >.<
it can nvr go bk to the same bah
9:42 PM, love is floating in the air
finally
can post pics!!
WHEE! XD
hahaha
ok
anyway
stil lookin for jobs XD ( anyone got lobang!!?!?)
hahaha
erm
and oo yea
i promised to post pic
of my dear girlfren right
sinyee
haha
my counsellor ~~
ahahah
whee!!
hahahah
i think i donnid
to sae u also know who is sinyee bah =PP
hahaha
ok
from left to right edmund
haha
my best IS laoshi XD
wheee!!!
haha
he gif me quite alot of suggestions o ~
mayb i shall ask him for opinion on wht i wanna do hor
haaha
then next wilson hahah president !! YES SIR XD
dont nag le =PPP
next e guy in e centre hah
ok la yibiao aka kyle see u know him by which name loh hahah
he is epm president hahaha
thn skip me lah
thn sinyee loh ~~ XD
whee!!
all e best for attachment ok
both sinyee n yibiao
jiayous loh XD
9:15 AM, love is floating in the air
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
WHEE!
wangzi wangzi ~~
hahaha
i wish i wish with all my might'
u ll faster come to spore
i miss u so much
i nid my prince =X
7:24 PM, love is floating in the air
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
yo! back hahaa erm gettin better le health on track jux stil abit here n there hope this time round my health realli cn be back to 100% !!! FULL O!!!
XD hehee sianz hope i realli can find a job XD and haha veri happy i cn sleep well though nvr sleep veri long hours at least i don sleep late now gt recover abit my lost sleep hope i wont so panda anymore!! hahaha
love my hp ringtone!! WHEE!! hahah Because i anm a girl XD whee!~ jiayous la everybody after my voice ok le LETS GO K!!! haha wangzi pls =P
7:46 PM, love is floating in the air
Sunday, September 6, 2009
yoyo~ finally back stil recovering la stupid loh so long nvr so serious cough n flu le seen two docs n i MISSEDSCC CAMP!!! >.< sadded haix but then no choice ~~ hope gt chance go loft again XD ~~ whee!!
but i realli felt veri sorry towards scc frenzies ~ sorry firstly to shirlene veri sorry cause so much prob for u cause u to have manpower shortage then nida make alot amendments so sorry~~~
next to xueting i m so sorry my dear to make u so lost cos suddenly manpower nida adjust ~ sorry sorry i believe everything has come to a beautiful ending under ur guidance right XD i believe u ll do ver iwell de~~ n no worries i ll take good care of myself de ~
next to huiyi jie sorr yosrry has to PS u n make u change to another partner so sorri`~~ haha but u shld be happy i nvr use ice wake u up hahaha =PP ok la ll make it up to u de ok XD lollipops for u la XD
hais has to turn down job offer heartpain pls let me faster gt well n go work !! XDD oo yea gt good news a my FC xiaojie came !!! XDD whe!!! all my hardwork paid off XDD hahahaha so happy sia ~!!!!!
changed my blog song veri nice n touching one ~~ WHEE~~~